fabulous muscles

Palacio de Cristal, Retiro Park, Madrid, 2012
look it’s my fingers i am touching this thing rn wow

another prop for tonight! clear gelatin mold with flowers (i am giddy at how cool this looks in person).

in case u ever wanted to know:
that looks like this now:
15:24

my stomach is growling but mostly i feel nauseous. depression where it hurts to breathe or wear glasses. everything sucks all the time lately. 

sometimes it feels really good to draw how sad you feel really badly in 5 minutes on nice paper with ‘the good ink’
11:00"You are flowers in my stomach.
Cutting me open nightly, blooming through the cracks of the ribs.
I only want to be the sun for you." — Elke River 

A photo of a rainy Day in Chester, 1947 (by Edward Chambré Hardman)
leave me alone i don’t want to sext with you i am busy hanging out in my beck t-shirt and biting my lips 
Thanks to Jayson moving out I now have a grownup bed (that is actually two mattresses stacked) and I don’t have to crawl off the floor anymore when I wake up
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