wowee in a little over a week I will be in Chicago i can’t wait to not work for a few days
i haven’t been able to even have pretend feelings for anyone i have tried to date in so long it’s starting to feel sort of gross. i feel very hopeless abt an impossible person but not very guilty when i try to date people, just incapable of feeling anything for them.
i got espresso beans for a person i thought i was going to hang out with instead of getting green tea that i needed as my free take home from work this week but now i am not hanging out with this person and i don’t have green tea and i don’t have my own espresso machine or anything to grind coffee with at home so i am just sitting here eating espresso beans out of curiosity idk they don’t get better over time
aaAAAaaAAAaaAa i have a flight to chicago for the end of this month i am so EXCITED