as i was typing this i looked out the window to my right and noticed that my neighbours have but up their christmas tree and that i can see the lights shining through the curtain and that is a very nice thing
i suddenly have some amount of money (like $80) so my head is swimming with christmas present ideas. i need to buy wool felt to make some things. have you ever seen the garfield christmas special? there is a part where odie is sneaking around making a present for garfield that ends up being a back scratcher he makes out of like, some plywood a plunger and a rake. that is what i feel like at christmas time.
Haha gr8 I fell asleep for less than an hour before waking up from a weird dream about R. I really would like for this person to stop showing up in my head so much lately
my sleep schedule has become completely messed up and i really should sleep earlier and try to fix it but i really wanna keep reading oyasumi punpun
every time i try to start a band with a person i am also dating/sleeping with the name of the band has the word ‘friends’ in it
I miss having someone to hug for the sake of drawing references. I am trying to draw this pic and none of the hugging reference or stock photos I’ve found are right and I hate hugging people unless I am really really close but I really need a reference for this pic and I really miss having someone to hug cause im gonna end up having to hug a friend and that’s so weird :(
drunk + sad ramblings